Rejuvenate
Kalau kita nak jadi hebat,
maka kita kena hebatkan juga usaha.
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I am frustrated with myself, not that i am lost hope with Allah, it just
Me myself, i do not know how to start, yet i keep mumble, stammer and yes. i am doing nothing
yes, i am doing nothing
at lab,
i motivated myself, Do work, do work, i shall word. i'll do my work, yet i end up, wondering
(*found one problem-thus i take a break like the whole day)
at my room,
i am inspired too understand more and more,
but after lunch, i found myself lying in my room.
at library
dah, nothing too say
if i am bringing my lappy, sure i'll end up doing pretty much of googling, facebooking
in KFC,
wow, i gain the spirit, only while later, i found myself, being the same old person,
na-uh, nothing to be said.
yes, i am missing all the spirit that i had, long -miles away, back in 2004
where i am struggling for PMR
SubhanaAllah, that is the prime time of my studies
(matrix definitely is, but still, i caught on hedonism- but PMR really different, i am a good student, indeed)
whenever u found me, i am with book, in the car, walking (with my cute note), balik kampung, study right @pantai. everywhere. i will fill my empty time with book (exaggerated sgt- well kind off, tapi tak derkla all the time-i'm supposed)
i try to cherish that moment, and try to revive the spirit, should I,
well, i felt it once, yesterday, when i am sleeping while holding book
(not the book that i used to love with-BUT the book on plasma- its definitely RARE for me)
i mean, i will definitely bring those islamic book with me, yes, i am, but nothing such as plasma.
Dr. Fatin ask me to bring myself.
no more distraction
no more finding it hard too study with
clean and renew my niah. Hadith 1: Inna a'mallu binniah
no more, feeling stress out
no such feeling as it is hard, it is boring, its got nothing to do with my studies
just read and do it the smart way
but i believe, the moment i read all the -book journal thesis-kind off,
it only spare me about 20 minute, less
then i found ,myself craving for cakes, icecream and food
du-uh, it really me
and i belive, i got one more problem on my schedule
seriously,
i am just bad a it
not even plan it well
i just let all the precious tyme fly by,
yup,
Allah have mention in
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