Voyage

O Allah, calling for your Name Calling for your Help Mayday Mayday I am speechless I do not know what I am going to say to myself, to keep me moving. I am demotivated. It makes me procrastinate. It makes me helpless It makes me feel so sad. I don't even know what am I doing here In the lab I should write, but somehow, it didn't feel right I only have limited time to finish everything, but yet, I didn't O Allah, do console me, Help me thru it. O Allah. i hate myself for behaving like this I know, it is not the way Mu'min shall handle this kind issue But somehow, I do it. I hate procrastination, I hate being lonely, being helpless O Allah, I know your Mercy your help in undeniablely wonderful I just love how you gave me the beautiful and wonderful family, All praises belong to You That always cheers me up They did come and give their support so that I could write my thesis well. I just really love them for the sake of U Ya Allah, Their presence ...

Prince Charming.  I dont wait for any. i am waiting for someone who ready to help me thru ups and down, together we walk together to jannah , bring our family and friend together in journey to meet Him. Its kinda hard. seems a BIG mission to be accomplished. Somehow, because i know, i am not perfect. i dont have the pretty face like those out there. So, it's kinda hard to find my partner in crime. ahha . but alhamdulilah, Allah has given me enough and so much more for me to cherish. What else I want? , I am grateful with everything he gave me. ive got eyes that work well, hand and feet that enable me to move around, from one place to another. I still could eat pretty well, Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah. ive got a happy family. By Allah, Thank you Allah for the family and friend that uve provide me. the love from them is surely the sign of ur MERCY. so , i believe, and have faith, that everything happens are according to what Allah have been decided l...