Voyage

Legendary experience. Alhamdulillah, been giving the opportunity to attend mukhayam for the first time in my life jika sebelum ni mendengar kawan kawan bercerita berkenaan mukhayam tanpa pernah merasainya kini, sudah tahu, apakah itu mukhayam bagi saya mukhayam adalah pengalaman bersama. it doesnt matter, what activities that u do. but the ibrah is always there muhasabah its all along and how does it reflect to ur action its always there. the ukhwah beneath all, just want to share what have been play on my mind, eversince Day 1. Gathering at Student Mall ( after 40+ minutes tunggu dekat FAB) Reach Kluang, Gunung Lumut Base camp. terkejut tgok Camp komanden begitu garang. ahha, but its okay. i know, Kem Kom mmg perlu tegas. it just. kelako. seing a naive adik bertukar perwatakan but the rest, respect him and the rest of fasi. kene jadik ketua kump. well, never be a ketua kum in any camp before so mcm, otak pusing2 sikit. lagi2 bile tgok. kamilah ge...

tommorow  it will be a mukhayam i never join mukhayam before ~ as i got things to do at that time and, the mukhayam that i thought was ~is jungle trekking- normal one- a long distance one. and trivia games and explore-race the feels-of Badar and every precious things. and, things that i seriously confirm, it will be a gurls day camping snap! it just another few more hours before the mukhayam start. me, dayah ( ma rumet) visit nabila. and the worst case is. It is hiking. far from what i am expecting. i was thinking~~things that mukhayam is sort of rehlah to gunung pulai, having this and this tazkirah-games ignite our spirit and strength make us realize on this and that it is hiking. i was like. snap it out of me. 2 days only. means i was far from the truth. whats been on my mind is. we travel on friday and saturday we will be back to UTM. sorry to say dear. its mukhayam. not a rehlah it is 3 days ok. full of commitment and its hiking. :) happy. ...

Alhamdulillah kalo dulu mak penat2 usung kami anak branak, 20 years back bawak jalan2 p pulau sentosa kali ni, kami plak bawak mak jalan2 despite mak tetibe-ter-sakit kaki gagahkan diri-follow kami anak branak sorry mak, couldnt make it as good as u bring us before kalo dulu, mesti susah alhamdulillah, sekrang public transport sangat ok so, we really appreaciate how susah u brought us all to here. :) love u mak we always do ** snap. i aldy made my decision.

i do love the hectiness, coz, in the hectiness, my mind, do works well, but the hectiness that i love is when, doing other stuff yes, doing events or filing, or databse and any other. coz- in term of studies. somehow, i have no objectives, easily bored, easily lost. May Allah direct me into His path with the His guidance Rabbana atina min ladunka rahmah, wa haiiyiik lana, min amrina rasshada. "Our Lord, grant us from Yourself mercy and prepare for us from our affair right guidance." may i have the hectiness that will lead to the enthuthiasm in the plasma focus field. :)

Looking for something new inside me the changes i have to make, towards myself.

keep blogging! hey. it struck me again Sidney sheldon. been mentioning about him , since month before. never expect that i will read the novel. again.

i used to have this dream have someone who knows how to play piano. mashmallow. isn it. buweek. ahha teenage life. as i read the sidney sheldon novel in my secondary school. and it always there. the pianist. well, it will be a bonus for me. not necessary needed. these day, when the keserabutan melanda. i never thought, piano would be a good remedy for me. :)

while waiting for kak ana balik dari melaka at Larkin.i have a thousand thought in my mind. being choosy. i've even asked paeh, about being choosy, am i?  he said ntah tapi kalau memilih pon bagi aku xsalah ko mesti nak yg trbaik mnda cam ni bkn blh main petik je msti kna pilih kn3 so, i was thinking again and again

Have u ever feel something annoying with ur self. cause u feel so~ low self esteem. u didnt function well u didnt work with ilm and aml u didnt do ur work pretty well. hey.  Nina. get back in track. looking for Allah. not the creation.