Again.

By ninadiana -
O Allah, calling for your Name
Calling for your Help
Mayday Mayday

I am speechless
I do not know what I am going to say to myself, to keep me moving.
I am demotivated. It makes me procrastinate.
It makes me helpless
It makes me feel so sad.
I don't even know what am I doing here
In the lab
I should write, but somehow, it didn't feel right
I only have limited time to finish everything, but yet, I didn't

O Allah, do console me,
Help me thru it.
O Allah. i hate myself for behaving like this
I know, it is not the way Mu'min shall handle this kind issue
But somehow, I do it.
I hate procrastination, I hate being lonely, being helpless

O Allah, I know your Mercy your help in undeniablely wonderful
I just love how you gave me the beautiful and wonderful family, All praises belong to You
That always cheers me up
They did come and give their support so that I could write my thesis well.
I just really love them for the sake of U Ya Allah,
Their presence proves that you are the almighty

Now, I know, what Dr Fatin really meant when she says.
Don't you want to meet Allah
Now I do want to meet u ya Rabb.
I do want.

 yaAllah, why is it so hard for me to endure the pain i ve had to write.
yaAllah.. ya Allah. Please, please help me thru it, give me the spirit,  help me take action for myself.

O Allah

Allahumma inni auzubika minal hammi wal hazan, waauzubika minal jubni wal buhl, waauzubika min ghalibataini walqahri rijal.

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