Woha!

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Trying to get back on track, biiznillah :)


sometimes, u might think that, why why on earth  that people who said they understand u, but simply, they didnt.

to looks on it, my heart filled with hatred. admit that i am human, al insaaan. i tend to do a lot of mistakes. i tend to do sins. i tend to react according to my emotional, coz at then end of the day. i have my own priority and i have my own thought, well, the decission is on me.

then, i forgot, about the other wonderful things all around me. i forget that i have family that will cheer me up,f lovely friend that miles away from me. the bless of health that i have, the technology that i could use. yes. i am being ungrateful. coz i am insaan. alhamdulillah, Allah send me someone who does give solution to my problem

kak dilin,
i know, u are being send by Allah, to help me, ease me, give me a brilliant ideas to work with, to help me with the 'stressful life' that ive been through for the few days. i am trying to applied all the suggestion by u, eventhough, its not perfectly done by me, by inshaAllah, will try to do so. aaameeen.
Jazakillah khukhairan kathira.

and to be mention, my family, i cant wat to meet u this wednesday. u know, i am depressed, seriously, i hope all that will vanish as soon as i meet u mak, abah, adik ana, adik bongsu suharni and nadia from kelantan. i just want to come home. and running away from all this. eventhough i know, it wont solve any problem. but at least, ease me up. inshaAllah.

i wonder how i will feel, when i reach the holy city of makkah and madeenah. i want to share all that happen to me all this years, praying ad prostating in such a blessed city

indeed, thanx a lot to darl, zatil nadia, for always supporting me. who understand the mental illness, mental tortured that ive had, u re such a wonderful friend that i always love, thanx for lending ur ears, hearing me crying out loud, coz i need someone to share the pains that i couldnt possible bear by my owns

and those who always support me, Dr Fatin, i cant thank you enuff for understand my situation, who really a lovely sister to me and the team. :) seriosly, May Allah grant u the highest level of Jannah and ressurect with the beloved of urs.

and everyone around me, those who lend me their ears. i am sorry for taking all of u guys time. hoho.

May Allah bless we all, inshaAllah



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