Mukhayam?!!! #@#
tommorow
it will be a mukhayam
i never join mukhayam before ~
as i got things to do at that time
and, the mukhayam that i thought was ~is
jungle trekking- normal one- a long distance one.
and trivia games and explore-race
the feels-of Badar and every precious things.
and, things that i seriously confirm,
it will be a gurls day camping
snap!
it just another few more hours before the mukhayam start.
me, dayah ( ma rumet) visit nabila.
and the worst case is.
It is hiking.
far from what i am expecting.
i was thinking~~things that mukhayam is sort of rehlah to gunung pulai,
having this and this tazkirah-games
ignite our spirit and strength
make us realize on this and that
it is hiking.
i was like. snap it out of me.
2 days only. means
i was far from the truth.
whats been on my mind is.
we travel on friday and saturday we will be back to UTM.
sorry to say dear.
its mukhayam. not a rehlah
it is 3 days ok. full of commitment
and its hiking. :)
happy.
indeed. i was hoping for any hiking activities
as, this year i never been into any.
not that i expect the mukhayam will be the hiking activities
that i dream of.
and glad to know,
its not a normal hiking
its hiking that consume
the energy and all the might that u have
is a battle, between u and the nafs.
plus, its kinda ROTU activities.
but might even seriously even worst than that.
u will be drained.
T.T
and to know bout that.
i just know it now.
even though mukhayam already plan
month before.
but, i never expect something like this
all the hiking stuff. activities.
plus, its with ikhwah. tadaaa!
just so u know.
i was expecting a gurls day camp
T.T
so,
glad to say that
i am not prepare any
i only been to hiking once. in my life
this will be my second
(if i am allowed by Allah plans)
and, yes
i never prepare mentally or physically being tortured
i never jog or exercise, for what. MONTHS!! with -s
and know, i am having the butterfly effect in my stomach.
and, i was like
preparing all the baju, here and there
been hiking before
and we did save a lot of baju before.
told ayna that i would bring 2 sets of clothing
then she said.
No.
it will be like. rendam dalam air malam malam
sini sana. huhu.so, it wont be enuff.
i was like
jatuh rahang seketika
and still bawak 3 sets only.
while shes bring 5 sets. ahha. gilos.
tuh pun beg dah berat gile.
and how should i put the mineral water. foods.
shall i bring maggi. hu-uh.
as if, i am already forget how the feeling of lari pakai beg pack
during those tree years of training as palap.
and, i dont have enuff sleep
yet, i dont exercise any du-uh
the best of luck nina.
well. hoping for the best to come
the precious moment will be
to get close to Allah, with nature.
to get close with Rasulullah saw. with the experience
of the hardship and struggle in climbing the mountain-
and so as the activities that might be doing
i am excited. yet very nervous.
excited, because it is mukhayam
and i want to have the BEST journey.
to remember our beloved prophet Muhammad saw.
knowing better how rasulullah saw da'wah and trigger me
the struggle and hardship that He faces along 23 years of doing da'wah
nervous
not because i am afraid.
but kinda shock
only to know 12 hours before the hiking start
with low stamina that i have.
all the muscle sudah lama hilang.
so, i am nervous.
to see, what might happen to me in the next 12 hours.
am i able to survive?
am i able to be nina ~whom
play it well during ledang hiking.
and yes. tommorow, i shall find my ribena and susu.
must make sure that i go to the toilet.
to avoid any unnecessarily circumstances.
** sob sob
if they know, we are the palapes
snap me out.
dah la takderk stamina.
2 tahun tak training.
T.T
*** still hoping Allah will make mukhayam is the best moment for me
to get closer to him, bring us closer to be piety abid and caliph. and to welcome the coming ramadhan.
inshaAllah. Allahuma aameen
it will be a mukhayam
i never join mukhayam before ~
as i got things to do at that time
and, the mukhayam that i thought was ~is
jungle trekking- normal one- a long distance one.
and trivia games and explore-race
the feels-of Badar and every precious things.
and, things that i seriously confirm,
it will be a gurls day camping
snap!
it just another few more hours before the mukhayam start.
me, dayah ( ma rumet) visit nabila.
and the worst case is.
It is hiking.
far from what i am expecting.
i was thinking~~things that mukhayam is sort of rehlah to gunung pulai,
having this and this tazkirah-games
ignite our spirit and strength
make us realize on this and that
it is hiking.
i was like. snap it out of me.
2 days only. means
i was far from the truth.
whats been on my mind is.
we travel on friday and saturday we will be back to UTM.
sorry to say dear.
its mukhayam. not a rehlah
it is 3 days ok. full of commitment
and its hiking. :)
happy.
indeed. i was hoping for any hiking activities
as, this year i never been into any.
not that i expect the mukhayam will be the hiking activities
that i dream of.
and glad to know,
its not a normal hiking
its hiking that consume
the energy and all the might that u have
is a battle, between u and the nafs.
plus, its kinda ROTU activities.
but might even seriously even worst than that.
u will be drained.
T.T
and to know bout that.
i just know it now.
even though mukhayam already plan
month before.
but, i never expect something like this
all the hiking stuff. activities.
plus, its with ikhwah. tadaaa!
just so u know.
i was expecting a gurls day camp
T.T
so,
glad to say that
i am not prepare any
i only been to hiking once. in my life
this will be my second
(if i am allowed by Allah plans)
and, yes
i never prepare mentally or physically being tortured
i never jog or exercise, for what. MONTHS!! with -s
and know, i am having the butterfly effect in my stomach.
and, i was like
preparing all the baju, here and there
been hiking before
and we did save a lot of baju before.
told ayna that i would bring 2 sets of clothing
then she said.
No.
it will be like. rendam dalam air malam malam
sini sana. huhu.so, it wont be enuff.
i was like
jatuh rahang seketika
and still bawak 3 sets only.
while shes bring 5 sets. ahha. gilos.
tuh pun beg dah berat gile.
and how should i put the mineral water. foods.
shall i bring maggi. hu-uh.
as if, i am already forget how the feeling of lari pakai beg pack
during those tree years of training as palap.
and, i dont have enuff sleep
yet, i dont exercise any du-uh
the best of luck nina.
well. hoping for the best to come
the precious moment will be
to get close to Allah, with nature.
to get close with Rasulullah saw. with the experience
of the hardship and struggle in climbing the mountain-
and so as the activities that might be doing
i am excited. yet very nervous.
excited, because it is mukhayam
and i want to have the BEST journey.
to remember our beloved prophet Muhammad saw.
knowing better how rasulullah saw da'wah and trigger me
the struggle and hardship that He faces along 23 years of doing da'wah
nervous
not because i am afraid.
but kinda shock
only to know 12 hours before the hiking start
with low stamina that i have.
all the muscle sudah lama hilang.
so, i am nervous.
to see, what might happen to me in the next 12 hours.
am i able to survive?
am i able to be nina ~whom
play it well during ledang hiking.
and yes. tommorow, i shall find my ribena and susu.
must make sure that i go to the toilet.
to avoid any unnecessarily circumstances.
** sob sob
if they know, we are the palapes
snap me out.
dah la takderk stamina.
2 tahun tak training.
T.T
*** still hoping Allah will make mukhayam is the best moment for me
to get closer to him, bring us closer to be piety abid and caliph. and to welcome the coming ramadhan.
inshaAllah. Allahuma aameen
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