WHAT IF THIS IS MY LAST RAMADHAN

Assalamualikum, 

Marhaban ya Ramadhan,

Have u ever wonder if this is ur Last ramadhan,

i kept ensuring myself- nina u have to remeember, it might be ur last ramadhan

i understand, but somehow i doesnt feel right

i mean, yeah. its a matter of denial

i mean, is there anything that will make me realize

IF TODAY is my last day

IF TODAY is my last ramadhan

and Allah lead my to click on this one,

generally

i dont use to click on
videos like

'pelajar UIA bermimpi rasulullah SAW'

hey, tonnes of times, i used to see the link,

but never, never to believe until one day

Allah open my heart, to look into

wow, Ya Allah, thanks for the oppurtunity 

to make me realize, realize and realize,

and Thank you ALLAH for open my eyes and HEART

by clicking on this kind of video

WHAT IF THIS IS MY LAST RAMADHAN

a great talk by Tawfique Chowdhury (medical doctor)

start by a read LETTER from his patient

someone who actually

IN HIS LAST RAMADHAN

by the time, Taufique read the letter,

i noted, i noted, how the patient deeply realize,

how he passed the ramadhan easily,

not just ramadhan

but 20 years of his life

how he want to do all kind of good deed

hafaz surah

instead of 

Alfathehah and few surah, ONLY

how he really want it

a good family that he could build

but he is too late

Ya Allah

Ya Salam

and i do reflect to myself

myownself

Hafaz- umph,even juz amma, i couldnt do, i mean, i really dont do hafazan, Astagfirullah,

and i heard bout, in Mashar, u are gather and queue up by

THE FIRST LINE IShafaz All the quran
THE SECOND LINE IShafaz 29/30 juzuk
THE 10TH LINEhafaz 10/30 juzuk
THE 656879809-098765437890TH  LINE.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
THE 1223345678909786543234758678796854323467589TH  LINE...............

and in what line i am 

who only recite alfatehah and few surah, few,
how would i placed my self in masyar, how would i want Rasulluah Syafaat,
 how i want Allah to at me, as i never have the guts too do so!!!

sob sob,

and i did sentap

sentap everytime he talks,

seriously

Thanks Allah

may what Taufique said

makes US closer to you, Allah

makes US more eager to earn ur Redha

makes US, realize, how far we are to reach Allah Jannah!