dayah, my schoolamte :) sedihnye.. jarang jumpe, and hope we still can meet up
rindu the surau geng. the geng that shared everything in our mind
my squaaad, Tini,, uuu,,nak kawen sudah <3 kawan 3 taun dlm hutan.
sweet person, always calm, walaupun diuji dengan perngai kami at that time yang xxxxx..
thanx squad for always be someone very good in every way <3
my usrahmate. Noraini binti Ibrahim <3 <3 cantik sungguh cik nini, a very sweet n lovable person
adik CRS, fidaaaaa yg sgt sweet, semoga kuat kuat dan makin kuat k :)
kak saraaaa, ok, sy rindu gile kat akak. bile ntah nak jumpe. T.T
ex usrahmate; Cik Siti Khadijah <3 dan kak lindaaaaa... (gamba tak jumpe T.T)
lame tak usrah same2,, kat surau, kat ur bilik sambil makna dominos
cik dewi sulastri, nama yg unik n sangat menarik kan.. my matrixm8. a very superb person
sgt aktif :) :) miss those matrix time
as far as i am concern,
i will update my blog, when i have a passion
or, shall i say, the psycho life as a research student
when i stressed out, thinking on my studies
which, i haven't update my blog since ages.
showing, that, i am not concern about my research at all
am i able to GOT
Graduate on Time
i am stress to think about the coming day
day by day
i went to melaka, perak,
hey. am i leave my research like that
as simple as that
i am so not into the research mood
while my friend are going into the deeper step
even closer to the battlefield
well, i am still sitting here
wondering, and wondering
do venture ur battlefield.
when i think that i shall start it right away
and i just open up the file i need to start with
suddenly, its all gone
it gone, seriously
when i open FB, suddenly, i dont think of any problem at all
yes, life is so simple
as simple as scrolling the news feed.
hey, if u are aware, u need to have the abstra…
i was so affected by this video. Again, ive know about this amazing story of uthman. yes, but everytime i reach how he died, how Rasullah met him in his dream in the minutes of 25+ it tears me up. seriously, and i was reminded with the verse of Suratul Fajr.
A very beautiful surah. a very beautiful verse which makes me feel so sedih. Am i among them ya Allah, please makes me and my family, and my friends as the rest assured soul, and be the people of ur jannah.
I am lost yesterday,
early in the morning went to PK , Pusat Kesihatan UTM
I want to check for my cholestrol, and so and so
so, turn out that
when i met the doctor,
she ask me, whether i am fasting today,
i just eat yogurt just now. if only i know
so, to day i went for the doctor,
nurse ckp my blood vessel kecik no
budak zaman sekarang, mana buat kerja
tapi dye ckp baik2
cume sentap k. ahha
tangan pun sakit. sebab kene cucuk 2 kali
what actually happen is
tak derla takut nak amki injection
kalo zaman kanak2 riang. darjah1-2 nyorok bawah meja
tapi darjah 6 dah berani da. tak takut, till now
tetibe rase berdebar sangat,
waktu nurse pegang jarum.
takderkla besar sangat, tapi takutnya!!!
huhu, y y y
cucuk2 - tak kuo darah. o my!!!!
kene cucuk kat tempat laen.
and, yes, after few hours, dapat result, jumpe DR.
She say, alhamdulillah
my result is okay.
but i need to eat avocado, buah zaitun …
i am trying hard to focus,
i was so trap by myself
drowsiness and everything
i am pushing myself this few days
i am pushing myself real hard
Maybe i could do something extraordinary-real hard
at least i could benefit something
but still, i am getting nowhere
i read on the paper
with a blank mind
have u heard about the surah that mention,
when u do the sadakah, with shirk on it,
there is no sincerity on it,
and u hurt the ones who receives ur sadakah by all means
in suratul baqarah.
its like, a stone being decorated by magnificient sand
(ahha-metaphore sangat... it just stone with sand on their surface)
and when Allah send heavily rain, it leave the stone by its own
the sand is vanished.nothing more.
thats another story, but what i am trying to say that,
after all these while, i am putting sand on the stone by reading
i come to notice that, the sand slowly dissapear,
its like, i never see any sand anymore
what i read just hour before, seems hardly digest
it will be a mukhayam
i never join mukhayam before ~
as i got things to do at that time
and, the mukhayam that i thought was ~is
jungle trekking- normal one- a long distance one.
and trivia games and explore-race
the feels-of Badar and every precious things.
and, things that i seriously confirm,
it will be a gurls day camping
it just another few more hours before the mukhayam start.
me, dayah ( ma rumet) visit nabila.
and the worst case is.
It is hiking.
far from what i am expecting.
i was thinking~~things that mukhayam is sort of rehlah to gunung pulai,
having this and this tazkirah-games
ignite our spirit and strength
make us realize on this and that
it is hiking.
i was like. snap it out of me.
2 days only. means
i was far from the truth.
whats been on my mind is.
we travel on friday and saturday we will be back to UTM.
sorry to say dear.
its mukhayam. not a rehlah
it is 3 days ok. full of commitment
and its hiking. :)
mak penat2 usung kami anak branak, 20 years back
bawak jalan2 p pulau sentosa
kali ni, kami plak bawak mak jalan2
despite mak tetibe-ter-sakit kaki
gagahkan diri-follow kami anak branak
sorry mak, couldnt make it as good as u bring us before
kalo dulu, mesti susah
alhamdulillah, sekrang public transport sangat ok
so, we really appreaciate how susah u brought us all
to here. :)
love u mak
we always do
i do love the hectiness,
coz, in the hectiness, my mind, do works well,
but the hectiness that i love is when, doing other stuff
yes, doing events or filing, or databse and any other.
coz- in term of studies.
somehow, i have no objectives,
May Allah direct me into His path with the His guidance
Rabbana atina min ladunka rahmah, wa haiiyiik lana, min amrina rasshada.
"Our Lord, grant us from Yourself mercy and prepare for us from our affair right guidance."
may i have the hectiness that will lead to the enthuthiasm in the plasma focus field. :)
while waiting for kak ana balik dari melaka
at Larkin.i have a thousand thought in my mind.
i've even asked paeh, about being choosy,
tapi kalau memilih pon
bagi aku xsalah
ko mesti nak yg trbaik
mnda cam ni bkn blh main petik je
msti kna pilih
so, i was thinking again and again
Have u ever feel something annoying
with ur self.
cause u feel so~ low self esteem.
u didnt function well
u didnt work with ilm and aml
u didnt do ur work pretty well.
get back in track.
looking for Allah.
not the creation.
i really love this sheikh for the sake of Allah
How he deliver the message. He is one of the speaker whom i respect
as he is man of his word.
Yes, indeed, all the lectures he deliver,
i remember first i being given the opportunities by Allah.
the first lectures i heard about
at that time, i supposed marriage is not an issue i was looking at
but indeed, it was posted by
My friend who just married at that current time
so, then i get to know bout this sheikh.
The video talk about how nabi musa and his tongkat.
that was the best ever lecture about hold the dunya-ive ever heard.
How u need to have a strong faith to Allah
Sheikh share how good the relationship
between his mother and father
and how his father always wakes up
early in the morning with the sound of pile at around 1/3 night
tell u more on his.
i met him in heroes IIUM.
How Allah sayang saya TT
and always give me the opportunities to
meet the sheikh that i favor.
Moga Allah redha,
Alhamdulillah, selalu diberi peluang untuk belajar
Itulah Allah, yang Maha mengetahui
Memberi peluang dan terusan memebri pencahayaan, pembelajaran
tanpa penah melupakan aku,
its only me
yang entah kemane2..
Make me an obedient servant O' Allah.
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When u cant voice up your mind
coz others underestimated you
Hold it there,
When others ignore you,
thinks only them- in the right tracks
(indeed, sometimes they are)
Hold it there,
When others think your idea
is stupid-miraculously rejected
Hold it there,
When u feel the world rejects you,
Hold it there,
Hold it there,
Allah is always there for you
and you want to please Allah
and for Him, everything u headed to.
if u carelessly communicate with him
if u ignore His order and do it for the sake of ritual acts.
How u supposed
When you did not have in mind?
What you supposed to ask upon
in the dua'- is it asking for every other things?
How u supposed
to feel His presence?
When u did not even postray to Him with sincerely?
sometimes, you did not focus, havent feel the khusyuk in salah
you even did not have the enthusiastism to meet Him in salah
Have you ?
Allah is there
listen to you and and always there for his servants
give u rezq in thousands othe…
What a statement, Masihkah kau ingat.
SubhanaAllah, that was the best ever moment.
First time naik flight
First time jayakan program, Alhamdulillah
Its work out, eventhough banyak halangan
and that is the moment where i really treasure SSZians
Afdholul Rahman CA (Official) Malunya
anak teruna dan anak dara yang tergila-gila ingin mencari imam dan
makmum hidupnya sampai termimpi-mimpi dalam status FBnya tetapi bangun
pagi hanya setelah matahari telah tinggi atas kepala.
Subuhnya terabai. Paginya tidak produktif.
Nak nikah sediakanlah diri. Jangan banyak 'gediks' di FB.
Rase mcm dah lame tak interact secara jujur dengan Allah melalui kalamNya- maybe selama ini, tadabbur just rase it is tadabbur- tapi lupe untuk interact dan connect dengan Allah swt.
Patutlah sering merasakan jauh dari jalan Mustaqim. malah kaki seakan gagal mengorak langkah untuk menjadi muslim yang produktif.
Harini, seperti kebiasaan, akan melazimi diri dengan masa yang terbuang-diulit mimpi. Kadang merasakan kelemasan diri. Lemas dengan sikap sendiri yang belum pasti titik kembali.
Dan aku mencuba untuk mencari fitrah yang lama hilang. Aku dipertemukan dengan surah al-an'am
Lets join Being Me- Muslimah empowered-
29th June 2013
wow, sangat menarik,
there are tremendous thing that will entertain u.
and for sure, it will make ur hearts soften- and plus, a lot of Good speakers, whom i really adore. MashaAllah,
Afdholul Rahman CA (Official) Cita-cita membangunkan ummat tidak akan dicapai kalau kita hanya mahu berehat dalam keselesaan, tidur lena nyenyak penuh kesenangan, mahu hidup berlalu tanpa ada sebarang cubaan, mahukan kejayaan singkat dan kemenangan tanpa ada pengorbanan dan jiwa yang besar.
Membangunkan ummat bukan semudah update status di FB, mendidik ummat untuk faham bukanlah sesenang usaha mengumpulkan mereka di medan-medan demonstrasi, mengubah cara fikir ummat tidak semanis makan nasi dalam talam sambil bersuapan.
Kalau jiwa lemah, bekalan tidak disediakan, kurang pula kesungguhan dan keseriusan, mahukan yang manis-manis sahaja, nescaya cita-cita tinggi hanya akan jadi mimpi dan retorika yang tiada bertepi.
Jiwa yang besar tidak perlu disebut-sebut, ia hanya perlu dibuktikan dalam perjuangan.
Projek islah bukan untuk orang yang mahu selesa terus dalam keadaan lemah !Share
Kalau kita nak jadi hebat, maka kita kena hebatkan juga usaha.
I am frustrated with myself, not that i am lost hope with Allah, it just Me myself, i do not know how to start, yet i keep mumble, stammer and yes. i am doing nothing yes, i am doing nothing i was thinking and thinking- all the way