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hish.
study la nina
do ur work
men of his word
walk ur talk

grrr dengan diri sendiri

start with basmallah :)

# Those whom in Marriage mode

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Lines up.

The single ladies whom shall be The Bride

Barakallhu fik.



Kak Nurul, Rafidah, Azimah



dayah, my schoolamte :) sedihnye.. jarang jumpe, and hope we still can meet up
rindu the surau geng. the geng that shared everything in our mind



my squaaad, Tini,, uuu,,nak kawen sudah <3 kawan 3 taun dlm hutan.
sweet person, always calm, walaupun diuji dengan perngai kami at that time yang xxxxx..
thanx squad for always be someone very good in every way <3


my usrahmate. Noraini binti Ibrahim <3 <3 cantik sungguh cik nini, a very sweet n lovable person


 adik CRS, fidaaaaa yg sgt sweet, semoga kuat kuat dan makin kuat k :)


kak saraaaa, ok, sy rindu gile kat akak. bile ntah nak jumpe. T.T



ex usrahmate; Cik Siti Khadijah  <3 dan kak lindaaaaa... (gamba tak jumpe T.T)
lame tak usrah same2,, kat surau, kat ur bilik sambil makna dominos



cik dewi sulastri, nama yg unik n sangat menarik kan.. my matrixm8. a very superb person
sgt aktif :) :) miss those matrix time

May Allah gives u th…

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people
they just love the cover rather than the book and its content

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in the lab, whereas, everyone have the lunch with mr husben.

hurm~lets read kahf, n listen to


G.O.T : Congrate Dik Ana

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as far as i am concern, i will update my blog, when i have a passion or, shall i say, the psycho life as a research student
when i stressed out, thinking on my studies which, i haven't update my blog since ages. showing, that, i am not concern about my research at all
am i able to GOT Graduate on Time uwaaaaaa...
i am stress to think about the coming day day by day pass by i went to melaka, perak, soon kedah.
hey. am i leave my research like that as simple as that
i am so not into the research mood while my friend are going into the deeper step even closer to the battlefield well, i am still sitting here wondering, and wondering
nina, please, do venture ur battlefield.
hate myself
when i think that i shall start it right away and i just open up the file i need to start with suddenly, its all gone
it gone, seriously
when i open FB, suddenly, i dont think of any problem at all yes, life is so simple as simple as scrolling the news feed.
hey, if u are aware, u need to have the abstra…

speechless

i dont really know,

how-to even start a conversation,

i am talkative. but it depends.

sometimes, i couldnt say much

sometimes, i wouldnt say much


Creme de la Creme Uthman ibn Affan (R) by Imam Omar Suleiman

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i was so affected by this video. Again, ive know about this amazing story of uthman. yes, but everytime i reach how he died, how Rasullah met him in his dream
in the minutes of 25+
it tears me up. seriously, and i was reminded with the verse of Suratul Fajr.

A very beautiful surah. a very beautiful verse which makes me feel so sedih.
Am i among them
ya Allah, please makes me and my family, and my friends as the rest assured soul, and be the people of ur jannah.



Cholesterol Test

Sobbing,

I am lost yesterday,
early in the morning went to PK , Pusat Kesihatan UTM
I want to check for my cholestrol, and so and so

so, turn out that
when i met the doctor,
she ask me, whether i am fasting today,
what??!!
i just eat yogurt just now. if only i know
ahha,
teruk btul.

so, to day i went for the doctor,
amik darah.
nurse ckp my blood vessel kecik no
she said
budak zaman sekarang, mana buat kerja
ngadap komputer.
tapi dye ckp baik2
cume sentap k. ahha

tangan pun sakit. sebab kene cucuk 2 kali
ngee
what actually happen is
tak derla takut nak amki injection
kalo zaman kanak2 riang. darjah1-2 nyorok bawah meja
tapi darjah 6 dah berani da. tak takut, till now

tetibe rase berdebar sangat,
waktu nurse pegang jarum.
takderkla besar sangat, tapi takutnya!!!
nauzubillah.
huhu, y y y

cucuk2 - tak kuo darah. o my!!!!
kene cucuk kat tempat laen.
pity me.

and, yes, after few hours, dapat result, jumpe DR.
She say, alhamdulillah
my result is okay.
but i need to eat avocado, buah zaitun …

Muhammad:7

Beneath me, something plays on

i was so so under pressure a day before,
i slept with anger and unsorted things on my mind
i just being depressed.
which why i wrote
"Research that kills me"

i was thinking of not going for Mujahid Training.
well, i couldnt help much. so and so.

but, i kinda
i put something on my wall, written as

"What did u do to serve Allah, today? "
#NAK, Khutbah IIUM

So,
Alhamdulillah, i hardly think of anything
i just say, i need to be there.

alhamdulillah. something good happens

As a gift from ALLAH

Today,, i shall said, way good for me,
i dont really push myself reaaaaly hard.

upon waking in the morning.
i dont even know, shall i go to lab
or studying by my own in my comfort room
and i struggling by the facts of
my drowsiness as soon as i read anything

later that i know,
after having shower, i decided to find a good cloth
that i suddenly wannna wear it.

and, minutes goes by,
i just start ironing
realizing, i am aldy prepared myself to go to my …

Research that kills me

i am trying hard to focus,
but sadly,
i was so trap by myself

drowsiness and everything

i am pushing myself this few days
i am pushing myself real hard
Maybe i could do something extraordinary-real hard
at least i could benefit something

but still, i am getting nowhere
such as,
i read on the paper
with a blank mind

have u heard about the surah that mention,
when u do the sadakah, with shirk on it,
there is no sincerity on it,
and u hurt the ones who receives ur sadakah by all means

in suratul baqarah.

its like, a stone being decorated by magnificient sand
(ahha-metaphore sangat... it just stone with sand on their surface)
and when Allah send heavily rain, it leave the stone by its own
the sand is vanished.nothing more.

thats another story, but what i am trying to say that,
after all these while, i am putting sand on the stone by reading

i come to notice that, the sand slowly dissapear,
sometimes
its like, i never see any sand anymore

what i read just hour before, seems hardly digest
i…

expressive

i just want to write.

a lot of things need to be written

but i dont want to rose any.

i just missing my life.

when i write. i could feel my life.

Mukhayam: Day 1

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Mukhayam?!!! #@#

tommorow

 it will be a mukhayam
i never join mukhayam before ~
as i got things to do at that time
and, the mukhayam that i thought was ~is
jungle trekking- normal one- a long distance one.
and trivia games and explore-race
the feels-of Badar and every precious things.

and, things that i seriously confirm,
it will be a gurls day camping

snap!

it just another few more hours before the mukhayam start.
me, dayah ( ma rumet) visit nabila.
and the worst case is.
It is hiking.

far from what i am expecting.
i was thinking~~things that mukhayam is sort of rehlah to gunung pulai,
having this and this tazkirah-games
ignite our spirit and strength
make us realize on this and that

it is hiking.
i was like. snap it out of me.
2 days only. means
i was far from the truth.
whats been on my mind is.
we travel on friday and saturday we will be back to UTM.

sorry to say dear.
its mukhayam. not a rehlah
it is 3 days ok. full of commitment
and its hiking. :)
happy.

indeed. i was hoping for any hiking activ…

Cinta

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Alhamdulillah kalo dulu mak penat2 usung kami anak branak, 20 years back bawak jalan2 p pulau sentosa kali ni, kami plak bawak mak jalan2 despite mak tetibe-ter-sakit kaki gagahkan diri-follow kami anak branak sorry mak, couldnt make it as good as u bring us before kalo dulu, mesti susah alhamdulillah, sekrang public transport sangat ok so, we really appreaciate how susah u brought us all to here. :) love u mak we always do

** snap. i aldy made my decision.

Hectiness

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i do love the hectiness,
coz, in the hectiness, my mind, do works well, but the hectiness that i love is when, doing other stuff yes, doing events or filing, or databse and any other.
coz- in term of studies.
somehow, i have no objectives, easily bored, easily lost.
May Allah direct me into His path with the His guidance
Rabbana atina min ladunka rahmah, wa haiiyiik lana, min amrina rasshada.

"Our Lord, grant us from Yourself mercy and prepare for us from our affair right guidance."
may i have the hectiness that will lead to the enthuthiasm in the plasma focus field. :)

Yesterday

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Looking for something new inside me
the changes i have to make, towards myself.

Sidney Sheldon

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keep blogging!
hey.
it struck me again
Sidney sheldon.
been mentioning about him , since month before. never expect that i will read the novel. again.

Pianist

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i used to have this dream have someone who knows how to play piano. mashmallow. isn it. buweek. ahha
teenage life. as i read the sidney sheldon novel in my secondary school.

and it always there. the pianist. well, it will be a bonus for me. not necessary needed.
these day, when the keserabutan melanda. i never thought, piano would be a good remedy for me.
:)

Superficial vs. Choosy

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while waiting for kak ana balik dari melaka at Larkin.i have a thousand thought in my mind.
being choosy.
i've even asked paeh, about being choosy, am i?  he said ntah tapi kalau memilih pon bagi aku xsalah ko mesti nak yg trbaik mnda cam ni bkn blh main petik je msti kna pilih kn3
so, i was thinking again and again

Self Esteem

Have u ever feel something annoying
with ur self.
cause u feel so~ low self esteem.
u didnt function well
u didnt work with ilm and aml
u didnt do ur work pretty well.
hey. 
Nina.
get back in track.
looking for Allah.
not the creation.

Celebrate Mercy

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Sh. Yawar Baig

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Alhamdulillah, MashaAllah
i really love this sheikh for the sake of Allah How he deliver the message. He is one of the speaker whom i respect as he is man of his word.
Yes, indeed, all the lectures he deliver, i remember first i being given the opportunities by Allah.
the first lectures i heard about  is marriage at that time, i supposed marriage is not an issue i was looking at but indeed, it was posted by My friend who just married at that current time
so, then i get to know bout this sheikh. The video talk about how nabi musa and his tongkat. that was the best ever lecture about hold the dunya-ive ever heard. How u need to have a strong faith to Allah
Sheikh share how good the relationship between his mother and father and how his father always wakes up early in the morning with the sound of pile at around 1/3 night perform tahajjud
tell u more on his.
i met him in heroes IIUM.
How Allah sayang saya TT and always give me the opportunities to  meet the sheikh that i favor.
Seriosul…

POWER POINT INTENSIVE WORKSHOP

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Moga Allah redha, Alhamdulillah, selalu diberi peluang untuk belajar Itulah Allah, yang Maha mengetahui Memberi peluang dan terusan memebri pencahayaan, pembelajaran tanpa penah melupakan aku,
its only me yang entah kemane2..
Ya Allah, Make me an obedient servant O' Allah.

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Tarikh: 19 May 2013 (Ahad)
Masa: 8.00am - 12.30pm
Tempat: Dewan Al-Banna, Kompleks IKRAM Johor.

Topic:
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Misery-rejected, Think again

When u cant voice up your mind
coz others underestimated you
Hold it there,

When others ignore you, thinks only them- in the right tracks (indeed, sometimes they are) Hold it there,

When others think your idea
is stupid-miraculously rejected Hold it there,

When u feel the world rejects you,
Hold it there,
Hold it there,
Because
Allah is always there for you
and you want to please Allah
and for Him, everything u headed to.

But
if u carelessly communicate with him
if u ignore His order and do it for the sake of ritual acts.

How u supposed
to supplicate-
When you did not have in mind?
What you supposed to ask upon
in the dua'- is it asking for every other things?

How u supposed
to feel His presence?
When u did not even postray to Him with sincerely?
sometimes, you did not focus, havent feel the khusyuk in salah
you even did not have the enthusiastism to meet Him in salah
Have you ?

Still,
Allah is there
listen to you and and always there for his servants
give u rezq in thousands othe…

Mereka Sudah Graduasi: Alhamdulillah

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Masihkah kau ingat: e-bophys

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What a statement, Masihkah kau ingat. SubhanaAllah, that was the best ever moment. First time naik flight First time jayakan program, Alhamdulillah Its work out, eventhough banyak halangan and that is the moment where i really treasure SSZians

The day, we are back together. :)

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Nak kawen. tapi?

Jawapan untuk post semalam? am I ready???

Afdholul Rahman CA (Official) Malunya anak teruna dan anak dara yang tergila-gila ingin mencari imam dan makmum hidupnya sampai termimpi-mimpi dalam status FBnya tetapi bangun pagi hanya setelah matahari telah tinggi atas kepala.

Subuhnya terabai.
Paginya tidak produktif.

Nak nikah sediakanlah diri. Jangan banyak 'gediks' di FB.

Am i ready?

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Sayu.

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Rase mcm dah lame tak interact secara jujur dengan Allah melalui kalamNya- maybe selama ini, tadabbur just rase it is tadabbur- tapi lupe untuk interact dan connect dengan Allah swt.
Patutlah sering merasakan jauh dari jalan Mustaqim. malah kaki seakan gagal mengorak langkah untuk menjadi muslim yang produktif.
Harini, seperti kebiasaan, akan melazimi diri dengan masa yang terbuang-diulit mimpi. Kadang merasakan kelemasan diri. Lemas dengan sikap sendiri yang belum pasti titik kembali.
Dan aku mencuba untuk mencari fitrah yang lama hilang. Aku dipertemukan dengan surah al-an'am

Mu'min Family : Jaulah di Singapura

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Alhamdulillah, i met a real good Mu'min in Singapore while i attend this course and know what, theres also a person who know him.

Being Me : Sister Conference

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Lets join Being Me- Muslimah empowered- 
29th June 2013 PICC-Putrajaya Malaysia wow, sangat menarik,  there are tremendous thing that will entertain u.  and for sure, it will make ur hearts soften- and plus, a lot of Good speakers, whom i really adore. MashaAllah,

ATV ride

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Have an 1 hour ATV ride, it is so MashaAllah

Krabi, Reunion Lads 19- with love

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The prophet smile

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The prophet smile
 i miss his radiant smile, as if it light up the world. MashaAllah.


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Afdholul Rahman CA (Official)
Cita-cita membangunkan ummat tidak akan dicapai kalau kita hanya mahu berehat dalam keselesaan, tidur lena nyenyak penuh kesenangan, mahu hidup berlalu tanpa ada sebarang cubaan, mahukan kejayaan singkat dan kemenangan tanpa ada pengorbanan dan jiwa yang besar.

Membangunkan ummat bukan semudah update status di FB, mendidik ummat untuk faham bukanlah sesenang usaha mengumpulkan mereka di medan-medan demonstrasi, mengubah cara fikir ummat tidak semanis makan nasi dalam talam sambil bersuapan.

Kalau jiwa lemah, bekalan tidak disediakan, kurang pula kesungguhan dan keseriusan, mahukan yang manis-manis sahaja, nescaya cita-cita tinggi hanya akan jadi mimpi dan retorika yang tiada bertepi.

Jiwa yang besar tidak perlu disebut-sebut, ia hanya perlu dibuktikan dalam perjuangan.

Projek islah bukan untuk orang yang mahu selesa terus dalam keadaan lemah !

Rejuvenate

Hilal Asyraf(Official)
Kalau kita nak jadi hebat,
maka kita kena hebatkan juga usaha.
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I am frustrated with myself, not that i am lost hope with Allah, it just
Me myself, i do not know how to start, yet i keep mumble, stammer and yes. i am doing nothing
yes, i am doing nothing
i was thinking and thinking- all the way

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