Just so you know


its been so long since i did my blog write. It is not like somebody reads my blog, it just the place i can pour my heart by using english. muahahahha

So, i just ended my contract with UiTM Pasir Gudang as PTFT Physics lecturer, and im kinda missing it, especially teaching and when the student visits my room to study and lepaking. Cut the story short, i start working as RA in UTM again.

In which, one of my job scope is to write paper (what am i doing here? write blog instead, pftftftftft, agagaha). Well, i kinda stabilize my emotions, but struggling to find my real permanent jobs. ahahahah. BUt its okay, since Allah always open the rezq door for me. I just have to see it.

Good and bad things had happen since my last post. I hope more goods will come in the future. Ameen

Hope to see you soon and update my life for more chapters of Ninas life


Maryam Amir One of the hardest aspects of losing someone we love is feeling like we never had the chance to say goodbye. We sometimes think, "If only I had called just one more time... if only I had come home an hour earlier...if only I had planned to be there that weekend..." we may have been able to experience closure before we were hit with their death. But as my husband's sagacious mom Noha Alshugairi taught me: "Goodbye" is not a moment. "Goodbye" is in the way we treat our loved ones at all times; the softness even when there's anger, the appreciation when there's joy, the hugs and the texts and the unexpected notes or phone calls just to express a moment of love and gratitude. A lifetime filled with love and expression means more than a moment of 'goodbye.' We may not have warning when it's time for someone we love- or for us- to leave those whom we cherish. But we know what is inevitable. So instead of lamenting it after-th…

Nina and physics : Part 1

Well😀 Some people hate physics, some may feel physics is sooooooo hard and complicated Trust me, i am one of that group...
I really hate physics. I don't really understand why why and why we need to study physics. It irritating and frustrating. When i was in the school back in 2005, that was the first time i learned about physics. In Malaysia, Physics subject was introduced in Form 4, secondary schools. There's only five topics, but i find it so annoying. Why? let me tell you
Thinking back, actually physics wasn't really that bad, perhaps my experience as 'Form 4 baru' in my new schools, new friends and new environment that push me away. I had a real bad experience. From normal schools to an elite boarding school, it doesn't really makes you comfortable.To know that, most of them were born with silver spoon, it somehow makes you kinda have a low self esteem. Especially when you are new in the boarding schools, while most of your classmates already have sisterhood …


seg·re·ga·tion ˌseɡrəˈɡāSH(ə)n/ noun the action or state of setting someone or something apart from other people or things or being set apart. "the segregation of pupils with learning difficulties" the enforced separation of different racial groups in a country, community, or establishment. "an official policy of racial segregation" GENETICS the separation of pairs of alleles at meiosis and their independent transmission via separate gametes. plural noun: segregations


I just got a new position as PTFT lecturer in UiTM Pasir Gudang. I wonder, shall i make a new blog to share about my experience here. Later i realized that, i am trying to segregate my personal and career life. I shouldn't be doing that. I may feel afraid that people know about my though, my life, but, nu-uh.

I should enjoy the life to the fullest and be happy with everything that i had. so, yeah. No more segregation in life. I shall use t…

confession of ....

Your heart really want what it want
but somehow. in life. we never meant to have what we want
Thus, it makes your day gloomy. fill with sorrow

But, really. we should and always opt for the goodness.
goodness in our heart n mind n soul.

theres a time where I give up and made decision with my life.
and I wonder, does it really make any sense.

I am insane to decide that kind of closure for my own.

am I not having faith

am I losing faith

am I

I wish I never have to encounter with this kind of feeling

but it is there

shall I never ever be someone wife

the question that linger me all the time.
that makes me out of breathe
losing my mind.

shall I practice an adventurous single life and enjoy life to the fullest

shall I?

Collection of sweet lil words that makes your heart blossoms

The company of a good friend is like an owner of musk; if you don’t buy anything, you will get the smell of it.
The company of a bad friend is like the blacksmith’s bellows; if you are not affected by its black dirt, you will be touched by its smoke. Prophet Muhammed (saw) Everyone who is taken by death asks for more time, while everyone who still has time makes excuses for procrastination. –Ali Ibn Abi Talib RA Everyone who is being overtaken by death asks for more time.
While everyone who still has time make excuses for procrastination. Ali RA Knowledge is my companion, it is with me wherever I go. My heart is its container, not the bookshelf. –Ali RA Indeed the whole world is imagination. Only He [Allah] is the real in Reality. Whoever understands this knows the secrets of the spiritual path. –Ibn Arabi A calamity that makes you turn to Allah is better for you then a blessing which makes you forget the remembrance of Allah. –Shaykh Ibn Taymiyyah Islam is based on naql (texts) and ‘aql (i…

Looking fresh

Alhamdulillah, start a good day today

Feeling satisfied with my emotion, being greeted by a wonderful bright sun with majestic cloud at Pulai, Prof belanja baskin Robbins and I have to finish it all sebab semua pun tak nak. ahha. Nina kan, bab aiskrim mmg laju. Then makan nasi beriani shahab. omg. alhamdulillah. I am so blessful with a lot of nikmat today. Alhamdulillah yaa Allah, wa shukurlillah.

settle with certificates, printing, emailing and everything
plan to eat baskin Robbins and jco tonight with my love

tomorrow plan nak siapkan video, setelkan sijil PBL, siapkan report, buku DIY, meeting transfer knowledge. biiznillah

Hope for a better tomorrow. ameen